Monday, April 6, 2009

Sad love song



I saw this vid sa youtube.. and suddenly I was flooded with sad memories from my past. I forever dedicate this song a person who had been a great friend and lover during my toughest days. Sadly, pero kelangan nya umalis.. I guess i never cried that heavy in my entire life.

I was deeply hurt kasi.. nag revolve lang ang mundo ko sa kanya for 2 years and literally di ko alam pano mag start uli ng wala sya.. as in literally di ko alam pano i start yung araw ko ng wala sya, I cant accept it.

Sa kanya ko na feel being loved and madami ako natutunan sa kanya, lots of doors opened up nung nakilala ko sya, nag widen ang perspective ko and suddenly I woke up a different person.. a happy person!

I had a bad childhood and sometimes..or most of the times back then eh I feel unloved. Then suddenly I met this person who love and completely adores me. Its a new feeling for me, I felt how it is to be loved.. and for two years eh nag revolve lang sa knya yung life ko.

I never expect.. it will end and so soon.. and one time nga sinabi nya saken na aalis sya going somewhere far to pursue yung dreams nya.... sobra hirap and parang di ko kaya.. im afraid kasi di na ko sanay mag isa.. nag depend ako masyado sa kanya and nalimutan ko sariling identity ko. Meron sya plans for both of us and tulungan nya ko pano maka punta dun. Unfortunately eh cguro nga yung long distance love affair eh not meant to last..

Siguro na capture lang ng song na to yung whole story namen.. " I can't face the thought of you leaving, so take me along.. wherever you go,"

La na kmi communication now.. but still Im still thankful for all the memries. Thank you!

Hope you like it.. leave comments if you like!

2 comments:

NJ Abad said...

Emo to 'pards ah. But seriously, your love story post is so touching.

Sabi nga, this is not the end of life, go on... move on...

I dunno who said this quote but it's worth posting for you... “May the love hidden deep inside your heart find the love waiting in your dreams. May the laughter that you find in your tomorrow wipe away the pain you find in your yesterdays.”

Have a blessed Lent!

NJ Abad said...

Happy Easter! May His Life in us be the reason for our Easter celebration!